Don’t worry, I’m not suicidal or in a black hole of depression yet. I’ve just got a lot that I want to get off my mind but I don’t have the words to say them just yet or to whom to say them.

NF covered it perfectly in his song, THE SEARCH
“Hey, Nate, how’s life?”
I don’t know, it’s alright
I’ve been dealin’ with some things like every human being
And really didn’t sleep much last night (last night)
“I’m sorry”, that’s fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides (bus rides), yeah
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin’ me I’m lost gettin’ too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Somethin’ funny’s goin’ on up in my house”

I’ll be fine. It’s just another day with low energy. Lemme eat my peanuts and drink my sprite. I’ll be fine.